To whore myself around....

Mr. Holyhalibut just explicitly told me to 'go suck a dick' during weekends and weeknights to earn money. Yes, you read it right. Hubby who promised to take care, support, love, blah blah blah the wife just snapped yet again. I think this is worse than being called stupid. Oh, not only did he just tell me to sell myself but also to just kill myself and That ever since he met me its been a string of bad luck for him. The only other person to say that to me is my mother.... Is this going to be an ongoing trend? Am I that really disposable that they can just voice out my impending death? So should I stay or should I go now? I just want a normal, loving, caring, husband. Is that to much to ask?